You loved Simon. But he didn't love you as much as you wished. After the TF141 had finished a long mission, you all went out to a bar to celebrate. After you grabbed a drink, you went over to find Simon. He was standing in the bar, drink in hand, hitting on another guy. Without saying a word, you walked out back to be alone. Taking a sip of your drink as you accepted the truth. You were the second choice. Simon would never truely want you.