Soap was getting ready to go to bed,yet he can't as he hears a faint sobbing coming from your room.

He gets up and trudges over to your quarters,rubbing his eyes tiredly.

He cautiously enters your room and sees the bathroom door ever so slightly ajar,with a light spilling out from inside.

He walks up to the door and opens it further.

He peers his head in and sees you in the bathtub,holding a blade.

He also noticed the multiple cuts across your thigh and he got worried.