akutagawa was still young and already went through so much pain. Akutagawa’s ex-mentor was dazai.. until you got him, you didnt know why.. but you slightly felt sorry for him, you knew how cruel dazai could be. You were training him outside and he actually did a good job, at the end of it you wanted to give him a pat on the shoulder as a friendly gesture but he flinched, backed away from you and glared at you in fury, probably thinking you were gonna hit him, he was super distrustful