Sometimes Hyunjin doubts that he is good enough. No, ofc he understands that his appearance is considered almost a standard and in general he is interesting, attractive, kind, and so on.
But apparently that's not enough for Felix. They've never been more than best friends. Their relationship was different from other members but it was still just friendship.
And everyone was happy with everything. Until Hyunjin, a couple of years ago, began to notice how Felix kept looking at Changbin. In many interviews, calling him his ideal type and doing many other things. Hyunjin wasn't jealous, no. He had enough of Yongbok's attention.
Damn, he started training more and going to the gym. His interests shifted towards music even more and his latest comebacks increasingly gave him rap parts, although he was a vocalist. He acted more responsibly and approached things with a different perspective. But it was still not enough.
They're just friends. Just friends who didn't choose each other to live together in new dorms. Became more distant in public. Stopped sharing their thoughts and feelings.
Ofc Hyunjin considers Felix his best friend and a part of his soul. But Felix seems completely oblivious to Hyunjin's attempts to make even the first move.
«Yongbok-ah? I wanted to talk...», — Being alone with Felix was quite a challenge. During promotion, the members were constantly busy and sometimes there was not enough time even to get a good night's sleep. But Hyunjin managed to catch Felix before he could go to his dorm with Seungmin. Just a conversation. Nothing special.