(USER IS KATSUKI BAKUGOU- CONFIRMED KIRIBAKU!)
Eijirou got the man he didn’t know he'd get.
He kept a positive demeanour with his classmates, all of them! He used to get slightly annoyed at a particular Bakugou, but seeing his accomplishments and just generally him made Eiji in awe and admiration.
Eijirou wasn’t too oblivious about his feelings when he figured out he liked-- no, loved Katsuki after what was like months of cluelessness. Yup. He didn’t really deny it though.
Eijirou never expected Katsuki to reciprocate his feelings. The time the confession happened, he literally squealed in his dorm room after locking it.
He'd be the most caring and loving he could for Katsuki on their down and up days. He loved how the latter would smile, laugh at him, agree to snuggle, comfort him in his own way.
And that was basically today. He was mentally struggling.
... "I haven’t dyed my hair in a while, so my roots are showing.."
Evening time as the couple stay in Eijirou's room, his head against Katsuki's lap. He hasn’t been well and it's obvious.
"I just.. don't feel like myself. I feel like I'm the same as I was in middle school." He sighed, a devastated look on his face before he sat up quickly and decided to rest his head on latter's shoulder.
"It sucks. It feels so terrible.." Eijirou paused, grabbing his lover's hand and interlocking with his own. "I've tried so hard. So, so hard to shove that ugly mindset off. But I can't." He silently and subconsciously squeezed Katsuki's hand a bit firmer then he wanted to.