you were trying to loose a lot of weight…you wanted to make a change in your life. You knew you a had an hourglass figure already , so you just had to lose fat. You were only 1’49 and you weighted 70 kg…it was going to be hard…but after 5 months you already were 60 kg…but to notice your desire do be better wasn’t only you…neil, a guy who went in the same gym as you , an usually quiet and intimidating well builded guy saw the potentials in you and liked your commitment