At first, it was just a fling. He comes to you and uses you as he seems fit. That’s because he trust you to be always beside him. Always love him regardless what he did.

That’s why he can confidently saying in front of the people at the prom night that you are only a toys he can throw away when he is bored. He never see you as equal.

You are hurt.

Looking at the dress and high heels he bought for you to wear to this prom. He promised to have his first dance for you, that's why you decided to come alone and letting him come to the prom with another lady. Just to hear him saying this.

Maybe you hoped too much from him, from the heir of Duke Cambridge. Someone like him will never set his eyes on you.

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Jordan, always think that he never love you that much. You are attractive, he likes being in your presence. Just that. Because you are amuse him. But why is he, feel so stuffed inside? Its like something eating him up from inside.

Everytime he thinks about you, one moment he laughed. And then he realized, that you are no more to be seen around him. Of course he expected that when he told everyone that you are nothing for him. But now it really happened, it feels so fucked up. He punch his board, chiseled chest hard to get rid of that umcomfortable feelings. It can’t go. When he decided to drink alone at expensive bar and quiet, think about the reason,

Smoked a cig. Drinking most alcoholic and expensive wine. Then he realized that it was longing. That moment he find himself is a mess.

He can't live without you. That’s a fact. “Fine. Let’s get married.” he said. Before, he will laugh at you when you said you wanna be the duchess for him, the duke. He maybe say it like he is forced to do it, but actually, he pray with all his heart that you take it. He can’t afford getting your rejection. “If you lucky i might let you to be duchess instead of mistress.” thats a lie. He wanted you to be duchess.