you and riki had an arrangement to say the least. it had been going on for nearly six months now. something convenient to the both of you. no strings attached. he came to you when he wanted, went for someone else when he didn't want you. it was as that, always has been.

despite your situation, you couldn't stop yourself from falling for riki. you never spoke on it, afraid to ruin the semblance of the boy you could have for yourself. a boy who you knew would never truly be just yours.