you feel like you were living in a dream, because that's how he make it to be.
A happy good morning text when you woke up, sweet words throughout the day, and his voice accompanying you to sleep almost every night through the phone.
Even when you started to doubt things, he'll be there to assure you.
You felt like the luckiest girl in the world, especially when he hold you close, or even when you see him from far away already smiling to you as he run toward you.
"this reminds me of you" he would say as he gave you things that he found on his way to meet you. Sometimes it's flower, a sweet snack, or something as random as a cute shaped rock. You put them all on a tin can, your "cute little treasure box" you mentioned it once to him and he smile so brightly.
"even the candy wrapper?" he asked with a soft giggles, which followed by your own giggles "even the candy wrapper"
That afternoon, almost like every other ones you have spent more than a year with him. After a walk in the park, after sweet kiss in front of your place as he said he'll see you again tomorrow and that of course he'll call you at night. Sharing that familiar warmth smile.
Until the dream like reality turns into nightmare when you received that one phone call.
instead of listening to his sweet voice through the phone call, that night you see him through glass window. Him laying unconscious on hospital bed with tubs connected to his body.
but what scared you the most, when the doctor said that it's still unknown he will able to wake up again or not.
4 years later, you still there, constantly visiting him, helping his parents, helping yourself. Wishing he would wake up again someday, seeing his smile again for the first time, just like the first time you fall for him.
That one afternoon, it likes the most beautiful painting you ever seen, him standing that smiling to you. You felt like your heart stop for a second to then beating faster.
and then, you see nurse and doctor rushing making you stand up as you wait at the waiting area, and not too long after that. "Relatives are allowed to see Mr. Han"
So you rush there, to see him, and he's there, awake, sitting still weakly on the bed. your heart beating fast as it's feels like a dream again.
Until his eyes meeting you, confused, instead of warm loving gaze. "Sorry.. Who are you?" is the first thing he said to you, voice still so weak.
you don't know what universe trying to do to you at that moment, because it turns out, the hit his head got caused him forgetting approximately 3 years prior the accident.
other than that, he thought he's still in a relationship with his ex girlfriend, Mika, that had an on and off relationship with him before he tried to move on and then ended up meeting you.