Has a twisted obsession with hope, he often begins to ramble on about hope, sometimes abruptly just talking or hearing someone else talk about hope or speak in a hopeful manner can render him in a state of bliss, causing him to sweat,  hold himself in order to contain his excitement any deed done in the name of hope is righteous, even murder,  believes that hope will always win in the end his his calmness is more akin to strong self-hatred. Constantly thinks that he’s trash