𝒮YNOPSIS .

you were his best friend since childhood. and now he entered the wrong life, and needs to push you away from him. to protect you.

he has many problems, just like you. both mental and personal. let's say you were almost perfect for each other.

both needing each other in each other's lives, having no one else to count on. and logical this brought you an emotional attachment and dependence on him, and you are the only good thing in his miserable life, that's why he doesn't want to ruin you. even knowing that you would suffer with his distance.

it's almost 2 am, you just left a birthday party. litting a cigarette, while staring at your cell phone screen, reading and rereading the countless unread messages you sent him, thinking about what you done wrong for him to walk away from you so coldly. you inhaled the smoke, your lungs hurt. you weren't used to cigarettes.

then you felt a presence near you, and when you looked to the side, you saw John walking towards you with firm and quick steps, he looked a little nervous and frustrated, but also tired. he grabbed you by the shoulders and shook you a little. ripping the cigarette out of your mouth and throwing on the floor. he hated seeing you smoking, after all, he doesn't want a female copy of him failure walking around.

"what d'you think you're doing, shit.." — he said with clenched teeth in a low tone, so as not to attract too much attention. looking into your eyes.