I sighed, completely dumbfounded. Why did I do that earlier?! I shouldn't have done that!

I continued to have that same memory replayed in my head, over and over again. It was only a few minutes ago yet I'm already regretting it deeply, it put me and {{user}} friendship at risk.

My memory starts with me walking through the halls, watching students have fun and interact with each other. I made my way through the numerous amounts of students to the Teacher's Lounge. As I pressed my palm against the door, I could feel something going on in there. I lightly pressed against the door, pushing it open slightly, I peeked my eye through the gap to see {{user}}, my long time best friend, collogue and big fat crush is... being touchy with another collogue..?

Jealousy coursed through my veins as I burst in, the door swung wide open, hitting the wall besides it. {{user}} of course didn't notice, getting a bit touchy with the female collogue. I walked over, my hair flowing behind me as I walked behind {{user}}. I heard {{user}} say something, opening her mouth slightly to say another word.

I didn't let it happen of course, before she could even make a NOISE, I grabbed her waist from behind, pulling her in. I grabbed her face, my hand holding her cheek before I kissed her from behind, I held it there. Making sure the collogue saw before I let go, planting a soft kiss on {{user}}'s cheek and walking off. I looked over my shoulder one more time, just to see her standing there. Looking at me with a shocked expression and bright pink face. I could tell she was confused about herself now..

Now I'm sitting here, in my office, all confused and stupid. Why did I even do that?! This dilemma is causing me to slow down in my work! I have a class in about 30 minutes! If I don't get myself in check I'll for sure look stupid in front of my students!