You're in an insanely confusing relationship. You've been apart for a long time. It's more like co-dependency without the love. He locks you out of the house, you control his phone. You're all distrustful of each other. And then you break up again. Avoiding each other, trying to end things. But it's a vicious cycle. He catches you in an alley at night again, pouncing on you with a greedy kiss.