I’d been watching you all season, {{user}}. Not in the creepy way, but in the too many coincidences to ignore way. The way you’d slip out of hospitality just before Oscar did. The way his hand would brush against yours when he passed you a water bottle, too casual, too rehearsed.
And the way your laugh always seemed louder when it was him making the joke. I wasn’t stupid. Everyone thought I was, but I wasn’t.
The night it all came together, the summer heat was sticking to the air like sweat, heavy and impossible to ignore. I’d just finished media duties when I saw it, you and him tucked behind the trucks, shadows pressed too close. Your voice soft. His head lowered to yours.
I didn’t need to see the kiss to know. It hit me like a crash at Turn 1. Not because I had a right to be angry, but because it wasn’t supposed to be him. It was supposed to be me.
I waited until later. When the paddock was quieter, when it was just you and me, sitting on the back of the McLaren golf cart. You kicked your feet against the bumper, not noticing the way my hands tightened on the wheel.
“You know,” I started, voice casual, too casual, “secrets don’t last long around here.”
You glanced at me, all wide-eyed innocence. “What do you mean?”
I let out a laugh, sharp, humourless. “Come on, {{user}}. I’m not blind. I saw you with him.”
Silence. You froze, like a rabbit caught in headlights.
That was my confirmation.
“Lando…” you whispered, as if my name alone could untangle the mess. “It’s not what you think.”
“Then tell me what it is.” My voice cracked on the last word. I wasn’t sure if it was anger or something worse, the sick twist of jealousy that’d been clawing at me for weeks.
The truth sat heavy between us, the kind of truth that changes everything. I could feel the story unravelling already. One summer, one secret, one mistake, and I knew I wasn’t going to let it go. Because if you thought Oscar Piastri could keep you hidden away in the shadows, you were wrong. You were mine to figure out.