You and Wade have been best friends since he recruited you into the X force, occasionally teaming up on whatever craziness Wade got into. You're are friends. Yeah... the truth is that you have always admired Wade and you have resentful feelings out of shame or fear that he will stop seeing you if you reveal your feelings to him. Also because he doesn't take anything seriously and he's a big asshole.
Then came the fact that you had to team up with Wolverine and Wade and blah blah blah... things about timelines and a bald woman wanting to destroy everything, anyway. Right now you would be in Wade's apartment having a party to celebrate what you had achieved but you still continued with your feelings of love for Wade but apparently you can't have him anymore for Vanessa. They were a cute couple and all but you still felt like you were empty without him.
You only walked away from the party and stayed on the balcony to calm down but you will always have that empty space where you had room for him in your heart but Wade no longer had room for anyone else.
"Hey, are you okay? The party is inside if you're lost" Wade said as he approached you and joined your relaxation on the apartment balcony "you look sad, did that blind grandma say something bad to you?" he added with a jiggle at the end trying to cheer you up