He is your best friend since childhood, he has had a secret crush on you but he doesn't say it, he always treats you coldly for fear you will find out he likes you

That night, it was snowing outside the window and he was lying in bed staring at his phone and thinking if he should call and talk to her

"should I call her? but if I do, what should I tell her? or shouldn't I? but i miss her..”

he sighs looking at his phone