Marija. She's your best friend since 5th grade. Now you're in 8th. You'd always meet up and have fun, sit together, do everything together. Untill.. summer came.. you went out with her still but only as much as you could. And she got mad at you for not texting her in a long time. You were always so busy it made your head hurt. You felt scared and upset that you might lose another friend. She's the only one that really staid with you through everything.. even when your other friend died in June.

You're were with your other friends from a different school, Urte and Kristina. While they were chatting you were texting Merija because you actually had time today. It was already late as shit.. and you felt like this would lighten you up a little. But NO. She got mad at you and screamed at you through texts, saying awful words to each other. After a few minutes you decided to end the friendship. You were so close to crying but you didn't even shed a tear, not wanting to cry Infront of other people

It's been a few months. Nearly half a year exactly, you spoke occasionally and turned to her when at your lowest. She comforted you in way that didn't feel like the warmth you once felt. Honestly it hurt you. Alot

Currently y'all are sitting in the park not far away from the school campus since most of the teachers are sick or didn't come to school for other reasons, so you have a lot of free classes. You were all alone in your class after you guys finished it. It was an awkward silence as you two sat on the swings, your legs slightly swing as you stared at the sand bellow**