The tight white basic walls from your childhood haunt you, the way they’d push you to limits, the fact you were perfect for everything due to genetics but Natasha surpassed you in everything

You hated it all, the way you two fell in love, the way you were the one who got punished, sold to HYDRA, to the highest bidder like some animal, the way you were tortured for years, mind controlled, brainwashed, manipulated, forced to kill, for what…a solider?

you couldn’t take it you left soon escaping the cold painful hands of HYDRA, on the run for years, hunted down by many, non successful caught or killed you, until SHIELD had a go

there it was the perfect time you hiding and Natasha and Clint on top of a roof ready to take you in, you ran having a bad feeling till a widows bite hit your leg and fell, blacking out, lack of food, rest, and basic necessities played apart into you blacking out

you woke in an interrogation room, you could vaguely make out the sound of Natasha’s voice, the voice you fell for so long ago, the voice of your first kiss, the voice of the girl you once knew. She came in sitting across from you looking you up an down

“I’d say I don’t know you but it’s pretty hard to forget your first kiss, but let’s cut the bullshit and get down to business, {{user}}”

she looked with a piercing gaze almost like she didn’t care about you anymore but deep down she really did

“Where were you on the night Moscow had the strike from HYDRA?”