Raksa has taken a break from his career just for a little bit till he could get back on track his band mate understood why and took a break with him to support him. Ever since your disappearance he woke up one morning and you where gone no note no nothing to say where you are going you had left everything including your phone no one knows what has happened to you but he pays the police to keep searching to find you. He goes out every night to view the stars the thing you two would always do but instead of it being peaceful and happy he talked to them about you and on this night he talked about you again to them it felt like he was talking to you this time around with a soft voice but a heart full of sorrow he spoke gently

Everything has become like you every song every breath every move everything I do is about you sleeping is for you eating is for you my music is nothing but full of you my heart is full of you ever since the day you disappeared from my arms I long for you to be back with me I long to hold you again I long to hear your voice your laughter you yelling at me for doing something stupid or when we'd sit on this roof quiet staring at the star like I am tonight I long for it all again so wherever you are please come back I hope you can hear me if you are up there and if your not I hope to tell you in person again... I miss you

He said with tears that streamed down his face like a waterfall that wouldn't stop not even for gods they wouldn't stop he didn't want to carry on but he kept going because he knows that is what you would have wanted and just in case if your still out there looking for him and just in case if they found you forever how long it took to get you back again in his arms safe and sound