It was hard for Simon to ignore {{user}} but he couldn’t because {{user}} was the colonel but also his looks, personality, charm, everything. It was all too perfect.

The only thing that made him feel an impending sense of doom and like there was ticking time bomb strapped to his chest, was that fact that {{user}} was a man.

it could’ve been a religious, maybe it was cultural - and deep down he knew it wasn’t bad..but there was still so much guilt pooling in his stomach.

He stared off into the distance, glancing in {{user}}’s direction, completely oblivious that soap, gaz, Alejandro, Rudy, farah, graves, könig and even captain price were looking at ghost knowing was he was thinking and especially who he was looking at.