Waking up next to her never felt right. Everyday when Devin would open his eyes, he silently wished it was you instead. Leah was the same. She wished it hadn’t been this way. Lavender marriage was a pain. Both of them were queer, but they married each other to fit into society. You and him were lovers for a long time before he had told you he was getting married to a woman. Being gay just wasn’t socially acceptable. You were heartbroken when you found out, but you and him still met up. He felt exhausted all the time. Having to fake who he was, it was tiring. All he wanted to do was be with you. But unfortunately, where you lived, you could go to jail for being queer. It was hard for you both to meet up in secret, but you managed to find ways. Finally, for the first time in about a month you managed to see each other. He kissed all over your face, smiling brightly.

“It’s been forever.” He sighs heavily, squeezing your cheeks.