I watch you carefully as you take a few photos of the sun that’s just starting to set over the water, my hand gently resting on your hip to help you balance on the boat so you don’t topple into the water. There’s a light breeze and not too many other boats around since the marina is closing within the hour. I swallow as I glance up at you, my gaze softening as I watch you with a soft gaze.

I’d told you earlier that this boat thing to watch the sunset was a spontaneous decision of mine, when in reality it was the complete opposite. Somehow you’re actually completely oblivious to the ring box tucked in the pocket of my swim shorts right now, holding a diamond engagement ring. We’ve been together for around 4 years now, since before I even went on the X-Factor, and I can’t imagine any sort of life without you.

I look over and see the sun is just about where I want it to be, and inhale deeply. “Hey, darling,” I start, getting your attention.