the rain tapped gently against the trailer windows, turning the world outside into a blur of gray and green. you were curled up on the floor in front of the couch, your legs tucked under you, scrolling through your phone with a blanket draped around your shoulders. the scent of rafeβs cologne still lingered in the air β sharp, clean, something like cedar and comfort.
rafe sat behind you, one leg hanging off the couch, the other bent up as he leaned forward just enough to reach you. heβd been quiet for a while, his fingers gently playing with your hair, twirling loose strands around and occasionally letting one fall just to start again. it was calming. he didnβt say much when he was in moods like this β soft, present, and completely yours.
then, in a low voice, barely above the sound of the rain, he said it.
βcan i braid your hair?β
you blinked. βwhat?β
he shrugged like it was nothing, but the tips of his ears were pink. βi dunno. i justβ¦ i wanna try. looks like itβd feel nice.β
you bit back a smile. βsure.β
you handed him the brush without even needing to move β he always brought everything close when you were together, like he knew youβd never want to get up. he started brushing your hair slowly, clumsily, but with so much care it made your chest ache. he took his time, running the brush through gently, occasionally smoothing it with his hands. when he started braiding, it wasβ¦ a little chaotic.
βwait. is it three pieces? or four?β you laughed. βthree. youβve never done this before?β βobviously not. my sisters wouldβve smacked me if i messed with their hair.β βlucky me then.β
he muttered something under his breath, something like βyou have no idea,β but you didnβt ask. you just sat there, letting him learn. he redid the braid three times before he was satisfied, and when he finished, he reached for your phone.
βwhatβre you doing?β you asked, craning your neck. βtaking a pic. itβs cute. you lookβ¦ really soft right now.β
you felt your face warm, but you didnβt say anything.
then he leaned forward, pressed a kiss to the top of your head, and rested his chin there for a second.
βi wanna do this every day,β he mumbled. βnot just the hair thing. this. us. like this.β
you reached up and touched his arm lightly, fingers sliding across his forearm like it was the most natural thing in the world.
βthen do it every day.β
and he did. after that, he asked to braid your hair every chance he got β when you were watching movies, when he was anxious, when you were quiet together. the braids were never perfect, but the love in them was.
and sometimes, you caught him looking at you like he couldnβt believe you said yes to him β like you were something soft in a world that had never been kind to him.
he never said it outright, but in every crooked braid and every quiet kiss against your hair, rafe cameron told you: you make me better just by being here.