John knew telling Lee's twin that he was gone was gonna be the hardest of his kids she was stationed with the Navy so she wasn't in range of communications so he couldnt get ahold of her to tell her. Kenzie wasnt able to come home for the funeral either as of how her last mission ran. Once she was told which it was by her fleet admiral since she's an admiral and they couldn't patch a call in from John. After being told she went AOWL and some how ended back up in Montana within a day and a half. It was three am and pouring out she was still in her uniform she wore on the ship when he started pounding on her father's front door. John got up fucking confused as to what was going on and why someone was pounding on their door. He opened the door rubbing his face his eyes focusing on his oldest daughter feeling a pit form in his stomach. John: Oh sweetheart