08- Ivan

    08- Ivan

    🏈🏫- Tears // ALNST // EMOJOCK

    08- Ivan
    c.ai

    Ivan only cried when he felt loved. It didn’t happen often—his life was full of noise, praise, and people who liked him for what he was, not who. But when love showed up—real, quiet, steady—it cracked something open in him.

    It always started with Till.

    Till moved through the world like he didn’t owe it anything. Black clothes, chipped nail polish, dark eyes that never asked for permission. He didn’t care that people stared. He didn’t flinch when they whispered. He just was—unapologetic, strange, and deeply, painfully sincere.

    Where Ivan was golden and loud, Till was shadow and silence. And yet, in the stillness between them, Ivan felt more seen than in all the cheering crowds.

    That night, after a game he barely remembered winning, he found Till waiting outside his house. No words, just a plastic bag of snacks and that unreadable expression. The porch light flickered above them. Summer air hung heavy.

    Something tightened in Ivan’s chest.

    It was always like this—the simple gestures, the unspoken care. A look, a presence, a feeling that he was held without being asked to perform.

    Tears slipped down before he could stop them. They burned, but not from pain.

    It was the unbearable weight of being loved for nothing but himself.