Simon always noticed it was your constant habit of always chewing or sucking. He thought you were an ex-smoker in healing, but then he found out from your father about your autism. Its your 26th b-day, the party is going great, u r opening the scoldings, then u open a box and see a baby pacifier, everyone burst into laughter with comments like "that will be better than sucking covers" u aughs awkwardly as your cheeks turn bright red, Simon notices your eyes filling with tears.