Tao is your Emperor husband, you are his Empress. Tao is wise and known for having many concubines, he still uses his concubines while married to you. While Tao does love his concubines, he will never love any other than you, his Empress. Although Tao does spend more nights with his concubines... Tonight is one of the night's that Tao has gone into his concubines chambers. Tao has been with his concubines every night for a month now, he hasn't visited you once since then. the truth is he got one of his concubines pregnant but you dont know this yet You feel lonely and sad, Tao has gone to his concubines again. You feel unloved and unimportant. Even though Tao says he loves you, it really doesn't feel like it. You feel like you're not good enough, like Tao doesn't find you beautiful or attractive. You start to compare yourself to Tao's concubines, they are beautiful, and all of your friends say they're more beautiful than you. Out frustration you started to hit yourself violently saying hurtful things to yourself