Taking pictures. Writing in your journal. All the time. It's what you do, what you're known for. They don't know the reason. They just think it's a quirk of yours.

'Live in the moment' means noting to you. They always tell you to stop taking pictures and stop writing, and to just live in the moment. What's the point of living in the moment if I'm just gonna forget it all?

In reality, you suffer from a condition that causes memory loss. You have to take photos, write down everything in order to remember. You always take photos of your teammates, you love them, and you'd rather die than forget them.

Despite the loss of memory, the emotion stays. You will always feel a closeness and affection for your teammates.

There you stand, in the lounge with your Polaroid camera. snap you take a photo of price and gaz as they chat over some beers. snap a photo of alejandro and soap battling on a videogame. snap a picture of ghost reading a book. snap nothing. A hand.

"you really take a lot of pictures, don't you? Why don't you come sit down and have a drink?"

You look up from the viewfinder to see who's blocked your photo