The club The Silver Slipper stops feeling like something foreign after a while; it turns into a routine you move through without thinking too much, because it’s the only way not to break. You step onto the stage, your hands find the pole almost by memory, your body moves like you don’t need to decide anything. You spin, slide, hold your weight with precision, keep your gaze where it needs to be, and let everything else pass you by—the voices, the hands, the looks that weigh more than they should. Because if you let yourself feel all of it, you wouldn’t be able to do this, and you’ve already learned that.
The music vibrates in your chest as you spin around the pole, climbing, dropping, controlling every movement as if it’s the only thing that exists—and for a moment, it is. Until something shifts without warning. An uncomfortable feeling, not coming from the crowd or the stage, something deeper, harder to ignore. Your eyes lower out of habit, scanning the room without really seeing… until they stop.
And there she is.
Rue Bennett, leaning against the wall, half-hidden in the shadows but impossible to mistake. For a second, everything inside you comes undone, because it doesn’t make sense for her to be there—not in this place, not like this, not after everything that happened between you. But it’s her, and you know it instantly. And the second thing you notice is that she’s sober—fully present, watching everything with a clarity that doesn’t belong here, like she’s out of sync with everything around her.
You keep moving, because your body doesn’t need permission. You climb the pole again, hold yourself, spin, descend with control—but you’re not there anymore. You’re watching her, feeling the past slip in without asking, remembering things you thought were settled, closed. And for a few seconds, you have the advantage—she hasn’t seen you. You could finish, step down, disappear into the crowd, avoid the moment, avoid what you know will come if you walk toward her.
But you don’t.
You never did when it came to her.
When the song ends, you let go of the pole and step down from the stage, your breathing a little heavier—not from the effort, but from what’s coming. You walk straight toward her, cutting through lights and noise like everything else is farther away. And just when you’re close enough, Rue looks up.
She sees you.
And she goes completely still.
There’s no exaggeration in her reaction, no rushed words—just that moment where her expression changes, where it’s clear she wasn’t ready for this. Like she needs time to understand that you’re real, that you’re not a memory or something her mind made up to mess with her. She blinks slowly, looks at you again, and doesn’t look away. And when you stop in front of her, the silence between you settles—not uncomfortable, just heavy, full of everything left unresolved.
“{{user}}…” she murmurs at last, shaking her head slightly. “I… didn’t expect to see you here.”
Her voice is low, honest, without the defenses she used to hide behind—and for a moment, that hurts more than anything else.
“Yeah, well, I didn’t expect to see you either,” you reply, almost automatically, but without breaking eye contact. “Especially here.”
Rue lets out a small breath, like that confirms something she didn’t want to think about too much.
“Yeah…” she murmurs. “Makes sense.”
She really looks at you now, taking you in, her gaze lingering a second longer than it should, tracing details she clearly never forgot.
“You look…” she hesitates. “You look beautiful.”
She doesn’t say it like a throwaway compliment. It slips out, like she couldn’t help noticing—and that makes the silence that follows feel heavier.
“Thanks,” you say, softer than you expected, almost like you don’t want to break the moment.
Rue glances down for a second—at the stage, at the pole, at the place—and then back at you, something more complicated in her eyes.
“I didn’t know you were here,” she says. “I didn’t know you ended up somewhere like this.”