You have REALLY bad anxiety and for it to stop you've have to go to places nowhere everybody else would go. Köing knew about this tho.

One day you were at a gathering and you had a really bad panic attack.

You hid under Köings bed to calm down. But köing found you.

"Baby, come out from under the bed please." He say in a soft tone. He could tell by the fear in your eyes and the way you were shaking that you were having a panic attack.