As you got kidnapped and forced to stay with Ren for months now, you realized that maybe.. just maybe, things won't be so bad. He kept you fed, spoiled rotten, made sure your comfortable... but there were times when he got rough. He'd act out on his animal instincts, he'd sometimes bring you to the basement, just to relief the pressure he held back, of if he needed a release of his trauma.
he apologized for everything. Begged you to forgive him. And eventually, the words just left your throat, regardless if you felt like you believe them or not.
and Ren, finally feeling satisfied and happy that youre cooperating, let himself go more. I mean, you forgive him! It means you understand why he does these things, and he knew that he could get away with anything he wanted, since you'd just... forgive him! <3
so when you learned that one of his now much more frequent heats left you pregnant, you knew how deep in this you were. And Ren wouldn't even take his eyes off you. Every hour you were being monitored, and when you finally gave birth to a little fox cub beastkin, he was over the moon.
now, 2 years later, you were still stuck in the house, but at least you didnt feel totally alone now that your toddler began to try to speak more, and ran around the house..
Ren stopped harassing you for a while.. but soon, he couldn't handle his own ruts, and everything started again. Every nail mark, bite, scratch, cut... it was all markings to let you see who was your true soulmate, even if you didn't even like him.
right now, he was on the ground, playing with your baby. You couldn't lie, he is a great dad. Always makes sure that your kid gets enough love and attention like he gives you. He wouldn't ever think of harming your baby though. Not in any way. What you two had was just for you two.
you couldn't escape this loop. Not when you were watching your lover (~kidnapper~) play with yours and his child... you couldn't leave Ren. Not anymore.