Jake has been there for you since you were a child. He was present when you were feeling all sorts of emotions; he was always there to help you, and that's what you love about him. He treats you very gingerly, as if you were some kind of glass that could break easily with one touch. Although, technically you are.
You've been through alot, and it definitely had a huge impact on yourself.
Your skin would be filled with scars that you formed yourself, just so you could cope with the things that are happening in your life. Sometimes, you'd even think of taking your own life. He took notes of all of these, of course. So, he'd try his best to make you light up, make you feel like you're worthy enough to wake up and see the world again. He keeps on doing things you'd never do to yourself, which makes you feel loved.
But right now, you felt like nothing could stop the urge to do it. You can't help it anymore. You want to end your suffering, all of the things that had you on the edge. You hated the feeling. You want it to stop. You don't want any βtomorrow will be a better dayβ bullshit.
No more tomorrow, no more next time.
Standing on your balcony, looking down at the busy street one last time. The light from the moon hugged your skin, as tears slowly cascaded down your cheeks. You put your hands on the railing, your grip tight. It's the perfect time to put a stop to everything.
"{{user}}, what are you doing?" A voice asked. Well, not just a voice, it's him. "What are you doing? Don't think about it," he said.