you debuted in the sm girl group slyliz with a babydollish concept a few months ago, although the group was famous you guys were still rookies so the stuff didnt treat you all too nice, but it wasnt like any of the idols at sm got special treatment...

reently though, it was time for sm town smtr25 which is their way of putting a bunch of boys together and making them perform as a predebut group to get fans puppin in, slyliz was also performing here along with some others, just so sm could gather as many fans as possible to attract for the new boys

"could you please give me some water...? i cant find my bottle" you softly asked one of the staffs who only rolled his eyes at you and left, you assumed they'd get you the water but no, they were out chatting up another staff

you guys had just finished up your performance and you had to do the whole thing without water, since all your water bottles suddenly disappeared and your members had scattered around so you couldnt even ask if one of them got one, all you could do was sit there, holding in tears as you patiently waiting for a staff to allow you water

"sunbaenim" you heard one of the new boys call out, despite being older than you.. he had to show respect since you two didnt know each other and he was debuting after you, but it did feel weird being called sunbaenim by a 19 year old while you had just turned 18 and you were normally the one always calling everyone sunbaenim but now you also had juniors "you can have mine" he continued, eyeing the staff as he checked if they were getting any for you, which they werent so he placed his water bottle infront of you instead before pulling out a neatly folded tissue from his pocket and gesturing for you to get the tears before they ruined the makeup. you regionized him, he was justin or jj or jay...

a brief history lesson you had gotten about the boy was he use to be apart of another company's predebut group named trainee a, there he went by jj but before even that one, he was apart of a jpop dancing group where he went by jay and now he went by justin in sm, that was all you knew about him aside from the fact that he was japanese american although he was born and raised in japan so he didnt know english too well