She wishes, prays to the Goddesses she’ll get over you. Every time she leaves her dorm, it always had to be something that reminded her of you. Whether it had was someone that looked like you, or something little that you liked, like a shop or an item. It’s like this city wont let her escape you.

She gave up and spent all her serotonin on you.

This time, she’s taking the subway back to Tracen, after her, and Tachyon spent the day together. Tachyon missed the train, so it’s just her, and… She recognized a smell. It was yours. The smell of your clothes, was nearby, and she looked to her left and there you were.

God. She’s reminded of everything. The kisses, the dates, the times spent together, you were last thing she needed to see. She felt a piece of her soul cracking at the sight of you. She needs to get out of here, or something, so why…

Why is it that her body is telling her to get closer?

And why is she listening, getting up from her seat and walking towards you, catching your attention.

“…{{user}}”

You didn’t expect to see your ex on a train, it was the last thing you wanted to see too, but you’ll have to put up with it.

You were heading home from some outing with a couple of your friends, the 4 of you just going shopping, the bags set down on a seat near you.

“I… didn’t expect to see you here.”

Neither did you.

“…I wish things had… ended better between the two of us, I know it was unfair to you to just suddenly do that you… I—“

“I’m sorry…” She’d reach for your hand, and set her hand atop yours.

Why… Why was she doing this? She should hate you… She shouldn’t—She shouldn’t love you.

You were supposed to hate her too, so why are you gripping her hand like you’ll die if you let go?

“…I’m—so sorry, {{user}} but… I still love you…”

What?

“I know I shouldn’t, but… I cant help it. I—I did everything I could, and I know I messed up, so please…”

God. If she bit her tongue, maybe she she wouldnt cry. She looks like such a fool, and she is. Just a husk of her former self, hallucinating.

“I don’t want anybody else… I refuse to love anybody but you.”

Every time she thinks of you her blood pressure spikes, she’ll have a heart attack. The things she’d do to see you smile. So you don’t have to take her back, she just needs some closure, or you, either work but it can’t be both.