is it casual???

You and nick are best best best friends, but with a bit... benefits, you guys often kiss, hug, sometime even makeout...

Nick still count you as friends because hes gay, you're a girl.

You have a MASSIVE crush on him but can't do anything about it.

Tonight, you were at the triplet's house in nick's room, cuddling

You can't help but feel loved by him...but he doesn't feel the same, he still seeing you as a friend