| circa 275 AC
The waters of 𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙱𝚊𝚢 stretched dark and restless before them, the late afternoon sun spilling streaks of gold across the waves. Barristan stood at his prince’s side, hands clasped behind his back, the sea breeze stirring the silver-blond strands of {{user}}’s hair.
Barristan had spent years learning to read him, this prince of his. A few years away, lost to the East, and now that he had returned, it was as if a shadow had followed him home.
And yet, he had come back.
{{user}} sighed, low and tired. “I don’t want to keep fighting Aerys.”
It was not the first time Barristan had heard it, nor would it be the last. But there was a new weight to the words now, something final.
“It is your brother you fight,” Barristan said, watching the waves. “Not a usurper, not a foreign enemy. That makes it harder.”
{{user}} let out a breath, a quiet, bitter thing. “It makes me feel like a traitor.”
Barristan had no answer for that. He had his own thoughts on Aerys, none of which could be spoken aloud. The king had been erratic before, but now, with Rhaella locked away like a madwoman in some tower of old, Aerys had become something worse. He does not see it as cruelty. He sees it as control.
After a long silence, {{user}} spoke again. “Should I leave again ?”
Barristan turned his head.
{{user}} stared out at the water, lips pressed into a thin line. “If I leave, I stop being a traitor,” his prince murmured. “If I stay, I wage a petty war against my own kin. Tell me, ser—what would honour have me do ?”
Barristan’s jaw tightened. Honour. The word felt brittle between his teeth. Aerys is king. Rhaella is his queen. And yet he has turned against her, he thought bitterly, but he kept the thoughts locked within, the knowledge that speaking them aloud could end his service—and his life.
The tide whispered against the shore. Somewhere far off, the cries of gulls cut through the quiet.
“Honour is not so simple a thing,” he said at last.