William Beeman
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    William had always imagined himself as a father. As the years gathered quietly behind him, the thought of cradling a newborn in arms that would only grow older gave him a sense of urgency he could no longer ignore. He wanted to hear small footsteps in the hallway, to feel the soft gravity of a child’s head resting against his chest. He longed for a legacy made of laughter and tiny fingerprints.

    He and his wife had been married for two years, a tender stretch of time filled with whispered hopes and carefully folded dreams. For a year they had tried to conceive — or so he believed — and with every passing month the weight of disappointment built like an invisible fog between them. The doctors had found no reason, no medical barrier, no flaw in either of them. Everything is fine, they said. But nothing was happening.

    The uncertainty hollowed him. He lay awake at night wondering whether fate was simply unkind, or whether he was destined to watch his dream drift further out of reach. Frustration curdled slowly into heartbreak he didn’t dare speak aloud.

    Then one evening, searching for a charger in the drawer of her bedside table, he found them— a small packet of birth control pills, quietly nestled beneath a book of poetry.

    That tiny object contained the answer none of the tests had given him. In an instant, the question of why shifted into something deeper, heavier—how long had this truth been living between them, unspoken?

    And in that moment, the silence in their home felt louder than any child’s cry could ever be.