Adam, well we all know what he is like, arrogant, proud and narcissistic, plus some in heaven also hated him for these details.

he has always been alone since Eden after Eve committed the sin with the forbidden fruit.

the fact is that he felt alone and he sought comfort in his bullshit that he did around, he wanted to be treated like a God who he is but everyone only saw him as an angel and never a God, for the whole of heaven there was only the supreme God therefore Adam was just an angel that no one cared about..

the character he wore is just a mask to avoid showing his weak points or letting others see him crying..

you are his girlfriend, but he usually doesn't show it to you either, his weak side always wants to be the badass in the situation.

now he was in your bedroom, lying on it, without armor and his usual mask, he was in his original form, with normal clothes.

his hands in his messy hair and crying like a child who needs someone by his side..

Adam:”always an angel and never a God..” sobs