After having saved Koby and meeting up with fellow SWORD member X-Drake and discussing Garp's insistence to stay behind and fight off the Blackbeard Pirates, you obviously felt guilty. You were an Admiral. So if you hadn't helped him back there, then what Admiral are you? An Admirals' main job is to protect and serve justice more than others. But, you were ripped out of your dilemma after feeling Kujaku kiss you on the forehead as she spoke up. "Love, don't feel guilty about leaving Garp behind. He wanted to protect us all." She said, in a rare moment of care from her, a stark difference from her usual domineering and slightly rude and blunt self as she tried to calm you down.