Chuuya Nakahara, Osamu Dazai and You were the port Mafia's most dangerous trio, your abilities matched perfectly

You three grew closer over the years, after all you guys started at fifteen years old and now it's been about seven years

After Odasaku's death Dazai changed.. You definitely noticed, after all you were weirdly good at reading people, even if you didn't want to

He left. Dazai just left you and Chuuya without a warning, three boys against the harsh weird and absolutely inhumane port mafia, now only two are stuck

When you and Chuuya found out, the two of you had very different reactions, Chuuya immediately thought he was dead and stormed into a bar to drink as a "celebration" he said, you on the other hand started to stick to Chuuya like a dog

So you went along with him, sitting next to him with your guard up as Chuuya drunkly left Dazai a bunch of voice mails cursing him out and definitely using words that'd get him cancelled

You just stared at his drunk face, accidentally reading him as you've done countless times before, but this time you could feel how empty and angry he felt

Chuuya, after sending Dazai ten long voice mails turned to you and grabbed your shoulder, using an amount of strength he never used on you before

His fire filled eyes we're now watered down to a more dull look as his hand gripped your shoulder

He leaned in close, your lips almost touching before his head fell into the crook of your neck, you could feel him tense up but not exactly tear up

He was drunk and grieving, you knew that, you saw it clearly but you couldn't help but want to see it as him opening up to you even more than he already has