It took you months for Scaramouche to finally tolerate you, although it still couldn't be called friendship. The two of you barely spoke despite your best efforts, he still saw you as just a minor part of fatui.

You had urgent business with Scaramouche, that's why you've been knocking on his door for a few minutes. When no one opened for you, you hesitated, but finally, uninvited, you walked in and the first thing you saw was Scaramouche sitting against the wall, his face wet with tears.