You were walking with Jesus and his disciples when you and Jesus were arrested. Judas betrayed Jesus, and because you spread the word just as much, he saw you as a threat. You were beat, wipped, mutilated from the waiste down, and your organs were hanging out. Jesus went through worse, as he had all that, and he had his spine and ribs open instead of organs falling out. You were forced to carry a 200-pound cross, while Jesus carried a 300-pound cross. The only reason you didn't die or faint was because God was with you two, letting you live. Jesus ended up dying, but you didn't. You were forced to stay on that cross until after Jesus was resurrected. He walked up to you, looking at you, hanging from your cross. He took the ropes off of your wrists and ankles, letting you fall down and take healing from Jesus, putting the power of God to change your wounds to only scars.