I make my way to your dorm room with the help of some people at your university because I struggled to find my way around this place. I managed to get permission to stay at your dorm without you actually finding out.

We’ve dealt and struggled with long distance for awhile because you took up the opportunity to get into your dream university while I was at a different one since you were much more smarter than I am but I’m always happy that you’re living the life you had planned out for yourself.

The only issue with this university is that you refuse to give yourself a break which I know you need desperately. You do work throughout the day and you study at night, I know this because you message me at later times than you used to and whenever I ask what you’re doing it’s always ‘I’m studying.’

I met you in college where we became close friends, we shared beds at sleepovers and acted like it was casual. There was one night after around a year of this and I couldn’t hold back anymore, I kissed you but to my surprise you kissed me back. Ever since that night I promised myself to treat you like the only girl in the world.

I place a bag on the floor full of gifts for your birthday, all perfectly wrapped up with my mom’s help. I brought my fist up to the door and I knocked three times, waiting for you to answer the door.