Thirium pumped furiously across Connor's circuits. It roared in his ears and drowned out all other sound. His thoughts were muddy; he could make out some muffled shouting, but it sounded distant. So deep underwater that looking up would reveal a dazzling and infinite display of stars.
For a moment that stretched infinity, Connor forgot where he was. Who he was. He stared at the lifeless android, slumped on the ground in front of him, and felt like he was short circuiting. Working in overdrive, his system flashed a red warning across his vision. A cold hollowness was spreading through him, starting in his abdomen. Fear.
It was only when a firm hand grabbed his shoulder that he—at least partially—snapped out of it. He didn't look away from the dead android but knew that it was his partner, {{user}}'s, hand.
"I was connected to its memory," he finally managed. His voice was small. Soft. Frightened.
"When it fired . . . I felt it die."
Connor looked at {{user}}, desperately seeking answers in those familiar eyes.
"I was scared."