it's almost New Year’s Day, it's 11:55 pm. you and the task force 141 are all in the base. nobody knows you have a trauma because of loud noises. everyone is in the balcony, waiting for the fireworks to start. you're alone in the couch outside, doing absolutely nothing. someone yells "guys! fireworks are starting!" and you look towards the balcony...Ghost noticed someone's not there and he goes inside, just to see you with tears in your eyes and your hand shaking...