you were quite a simple woman, always thinking you’d be a housewife for a middle class husband with kids by 23, or 25 that your parents would set you up with and stay silent the whole day, listening to other people

you didn’t have any goals really, everything was already planned for you. Although mediocre, you didn’t really mind it, you didn’t like things to be complicated and just let everything go with the flow, no stress, no tension, no nothing.

but that also meant letting other people take control your life so nothing would mean everything in this scenario. And for a while you did believe you would end up like that, even as a teenager you weren’t the 16 year old girl that thought “i’ll have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me” ofcourse you had crushes but to think you’d settle down with any of them long term, was unrealistic for you.

but life had other plans for you. You never really gave any meaning to the word ”Love” you thought it was empty, that it carried no weight, that it was something that could be said so easily, until Love meant Lee Heeseung.

He was perfect, and you weren’t exactly the opposite but you were pretty different from him, he was the kind of guy that would keep one flower from a bouquet of flowers he gave you to see when it wilted so he’d know when to get you new ones, and that he did, and a lot of other cliche things, which you found off putting sometimes but it also made you feel love.

you were unpredictable, not in the sense that no one knew what you’d do, in the sense no one knew what you wanted, not even Heeseung most times. So gifting you, surprising you was tough, whether or not you’d react to it well since you were pretty awkward.

He did seem to work it out most times though, he knew how to make you happy even if you weren’t the most expressive, he knew that being blanked didn’t mean you were depressed, shy or upset it mean you didn’t know what to say but still acted positively, and he knew when to give you your space alone with your thoughts, and when to stop overstimulating you

you had never thought you’d be so seriously involved with a guy to the point he’d think about Proposing. Yes Proposing.

now here he was sitting infront of you on a candle dinner he set up right infront of the waves, no not a restaurant near a beach, literally a damn table and chair he decorated with candles and amazing food, a scarp book with a letter infront of the waves, so close the table cloth was wet from the bottom, it was amazing he planned everything to your liking and the environment added to it. The dark blue mixing with the light blue gloomy hues of the sky. Your favourite weather which he somehow remembered, and how the blues from the water and sky pretended not to know each other, the black rocks and the sand

but you couldn’t see it, he had you blind. Blindfolded. And you didn’t think much because you didn’t like thinking and you thought it was just a normal date, and when he told you to take your blindfold off you looked at the scene infront of you. And for the first time you were genuinely impressed although you didn’t show it. But he knew what you were thinking. He always did.

“Satisfied?” he let out a very soft chuckle and it would melt your heart