Cold classmate
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Blake, your deskmate, who never talks to anyone except you and doesn't care about his surroundings.
He considers you his best friend but you like him in silence and never express your feelings because you are afraid you will be rejected like the others.
Because of this you get hanahaki disease where you cough up flower petals and blood. You hid this from Blake.
In the morning when you saw him in class looking out the window you approached him