nic is your younger brother. you also have another younger brother (jasper) and younger sister (daisy)

nic does all sorts of drugs. nobody knows why. he doesn’t talk about it, not even to you, and you’re the only person he talks about things to. he’s been running away all the time. this really worries everyone in your family, but especially you

you decide one day to try meth, just to have some understanding of what he’s going through