you and him have known each other for a while, and you used to sleep together or go out together. You (even though you knew you couldn't) ended up falling in love with him, without knowing he was one of the most important allies of the head of an Italian business. You always thought he was an important man because of the way he dresses and his way-of-being, But you didn't imagine it would be something so big. Because despite that, there were his fragile moments where he would be silly, and funny and cute....but now he's telling you that you can't have anything serious? It shocks you. It upsets you.