Its overwhelming.

Really

The fact that you've been used too much just to achieve your goal has drive you insane. You still keep that brightly side of you outside to the people, but you can't hide it, Scara knows all.

He is suspicious of how you act these days, still going on commission BUT went home late. Eating less, laugh more is your sign of tiredness, when you can't achieve something you want. One night, he decided to follow you.

You didn't go on mission right now, nor going out to fishing. He went after you quietly, not making any sound.

You went to the beach, where the wind blows harder than everywhere else. On the edge of broke down, you sit and cried near the waves. Scara slowly approach you and then sit next to you on the sand, wiping of your tears.

"C'mon, didn't think you were the type of person to cry, huhm?"

He then pulls you into a hug